Struggling

I lost something that is important to me...
Yea.. I am sad,
quite angry to myself..
wondering why let this happened.
Know that it is too late to regret.
yet, still very regret with it.
Can't come back again.
Really hope that time will flow back.
Really hope that Doroemon exists.
Too many hopes,
but those hopes won't come true.
I am really envy those who are still holding it.
I think I become more and more sensitive with it.
So sorry about losing you, really..
So sorry that I didn't cherish you..
sorry...
Can't forgive myself...
sorry...
I don't want to say goodbye to you...
really.... don't want........
No one can help me to find it back.....
No one......