Help myself 2

I cant do anything if they dun stop..
Pls stop..
Be a good gal...
Plsssss.........
I beg u.....

救自己

心情整个低落..
感觉上找不到人说..
我不懂应该怎样..
我....
真的....
原来我不是blur的...
我的感觉是对的...
我相信没决定一个方向前，
我时时刻刻都会想起那一个情景..
或许又是一个让我永远无法忘记的情景..
真的很难过................

Feeling

Yesterday, the same time,
I cried silently in front of my housemate.
It is the first time I cried in Perth...
Just realize that I do care about them
even though I seldom contact them...
I dunno what to do...
Just can do my best in my study...
Don't let them feel tat I have any bad in Perth...
I do really care you...
Can you don't ignore me...
I am so sad..
And I will start thinking are u hate me...
I still waiting for your reply for the message...
though I know u never know the post...
I need your support too, bro...

Work vs. Study

Recently, i am more prefer work...
I dun like the school stuff: assignment, exam...
I can do well in the workplace but i dun think i can do well in school..
Though there have many gossips in the workplace I still enjoy..
Plus my purpose is money so I dun care...
As long as I can get more and more money...
Lady Boss is quite good
even though she likes to complain...
lol...
Yet, I really really need help in my study la....
I cant control myself...
I will do something else instead of preparing for exam and assignment...
Aiks....
Bad habit...
How to do.....