寂寞难耐啊

没有人可以想念比可以思念的人还要寂寞

因为完全没事做

以前有喜欢的人时,

会想着做东西送给他

或计划一些东西

不然就传传简讯

现在闷到慌

根本只有连续剧是我的伙伴

如果在自己的家乡还有车可以找朋友出去

这里搭电车和巴士要整整一个钟

出去又要花三倍的钱

费时又花钱

所以也懒惰出去

朋友也少

没有车也不好意思叫朋友出去

来到这里我是不是更自闭了？

唉...快介绍男性朋友给我吧！

我应该不是饥渴吧? Lol...

一半

前阵子，朋友问我，
你没有一个在夜里可以思念的人吗？
你没有觉得什么吗？
那时我不以为然..
我还很直爽的表明我对现状的满意...
可是
原来并不是这样的..
我开始怀念那被拥抱的温度..
那拥抱让我唤回我需要被爱的渴望..
属于我的爱情，
我亲爱的另一半，
你几时才想要来探望我，
不离开我？
还是这里不属于我？

xxxxx

I am really stressed....
Keep thinking about the result...
And then I don't dare to find my dear mum...
She definitely will ask about how's my exam...
I really dunno how to reply her...
If I say ok, later my result is xxxx.
If i say not ok, will make her worry...
But I really want to chat with my mum...
Long time didn't chat with her...
Haiz.....

Pass Pass PAss

My dear sis asked me to upload more posts...
so here I am...
lol..
Ok... My holiday starts...
Actually I am still not feel relaxed..
Because I am not confident with my exam...
I am really really really scared...
I really hope that I can passsssss...
I need passsssss...
I think my bro will kill me if I don't pass...

This few days, I saw many lovebirds,
begin to get envy with it...
When am I going to have the happiness?
Wondering...
I know it is like stupid question that I always ask...
Yet every girl is hoping for that,
Am I right?
Am I choosy?
Hopefully nope....

Please pray for me...
Pass all units....
Pleasssseeeeeee...
Thank God...

Breakie

First time I heard from adult that I will succeed in one day..
I was happy...
Yet i scare that I will overestimate myself and then do nothing....
Still feel unsecure with my future...
Good luck for my last exam..
Hopefully is my last exam...

***********************

Yesterday was Selina's Wedding...
Talk like she is my friend.. lol..
I am still the S.H.E biggest fans...
I am really touched..
Don't feel empathy about her sickness...
I am happy and proud of her...
yea.. We are lucky that we do not have any serious sickness or what.
But do we have fully support from our love or family or friends?
Selina has the full support and love...
She is not alone at all..
I am envy with her...
When we have any problem, it is really great that
there are always have someone stand behind you
to embrace and catch you...