迷的梦

我最近应该是没想起他,
但我又梦到他了。
因为梦，
让我又忍不住想知道他的境况，
但他却没什么更新他的状态。
也因为梦，
我打开了我的部落格，
那么巧的让我看到我之前的post，
写了我和他的小故事。
难道真的是因为遗憾吗？
让我不管过多久还是会梦到他？
还是因为向往读书的日子？
每次梦到他，情景一定是在课室。
永远是个迷，
难不成我要带着这个迷过完我的人生？
我...该不该主动找找他？
但我怕...
怕结果不是我要的...

2013 1st POST

I am here again.. I really like to read my previous posts.
Every time I read, I found out my post is nice to read.
Hahaha.. Yes, I think I am good in writing. XD
Kidding kidding. Still have rooms to improve.
How am I? I dunno.
I just realized that I am not a strong lady,
I am not a success lady.
I thought I am good enough and can do everything.
Through this job, I found out I really really have much weaknesses.
I want to improve, but always slacking and dunno what I am waiting for.
I should have a lot of stress, yet I am good at forgetting the stress.
That's not to be proud, that's called "escape".
Well, that's enough for me to grumble about myself.
Perhaps I am totally awake one day.
Now is still working hours... Oops~
Shh~ Happy working or happy studying, everyone.