Season's Greetings

最近没有很开心,

不知是什么原因..

是不是人越大就越难满足?

唉...

突然很想家 ..

为什么机票那么贵啊????

如果圣诞老人给我来回的机票,

那该有多好啊..

闲~

算了,

圣诞老人还是随便给我份礼物吧..

神秘的礼物比较好

哈哈..

我等你啊，Santa claus...

寂寞难耐啊

没有人可以想念比可以思念的人还要寂寞

因为完全没事做

以前有喜欢的人时,

会想着做东西送给他

或计划一些东西

不然就传传简讯

现在闷到慌

根本只有连续剧是我的伙伴

如果在自己的家乡还有车可以找朋友出去

这里搭电车和巴士要整整一个钟

出去又要花三倍的钱

费时又花钱

所以也懒惰出去

朋友也少

没有车也不好意思叫朋友出去

来到这里我是不是更自闭了？

唉...快介绍男性朋友给我吧！

我应该不是饥渴吧? Lol...

一半

前阵子，朋友问我，
你没有一个在夜里可以思念的人吗？
你没有觉得什么吗？
那时我不以为然..
我还很直爽的表明我对现状的满意...
可是
原来并不是这样的..
我开始怀念那被拥抱的温度..
那拥抱让我唤回我需要被爱的渴望..
属于我的爱情，
我亲爱的另一半，
你几时才想要来探望我，
不离开我？
还是这里不属于我？

xxxxx

I am really stressed....
Keep thinking about the result...
And then I don't dare to find my dear mum...
She definitely will ask about how's my exam...
I really dunno how to reply her...
If I say ok, later my result is xxxx.
If i say not ok, will make her worry...
But I really want to chat with my mum...
Long time didn't chat with her...
Haiz.....

Pass Pass PAss

My dear sis asked me to upload more posts...
so here I am...
lol..
Ok... My holiday starts...
Actually I am still not feel relaxed..
Because I am not confident with my exam...
I am really really really scared...
I really hope that I can passsssss...
I need passsssss...
I think my bro will kill me if I don't pass...

This few days, I saw many lovebirds,
begin to get envy with it...
When am I going to have the happiness?
Wondering...
I know it is like stupid question that I always ask...
Yet every girl is hoping for that,
Am I right?
Am I choosy?
Hopefully nope....

Please pray for me...
Pass all units....
Pleasssseeeeeee...
Thank God...

Breakie

First time I heard from adult that I will succeed in one day..
I was happy...
Yet i scare that I will overestimate myself and then do nothing....
Still feel unsecure with my future...
Good luck for my last exam..
Hopefully is my last exam...

***********************

Yesterday was Selina's Wedding...
Talk like she is my friend.. lol..
I am still the S.H.E biggest fans...
I am really touched..
Don't feel empathy about her sickness...
I am happy and proud of her...
yea.. We are lucky that we do not have any serious sickness or what.
But do we have fully support from our love or family or friends?
Selina has the full support and love...
She is not alone at all..
I am envy with her...
When we have any problem, it is really great that
there are always have someone stand behind you
to embrace and catch you...

Toss a coin

When faced with two choices,
simply toss a coin,
it works not because it settles your question for you,
but because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air,
you suddenly know what you hoping for....

海枯石烂

期待我完全体会这首歌的那一天....

离开原地

我终于又看到他了..
莫名的紧张和开心..
不过知道...
我们就只是朋友...
有感觉到这次他回去，
我们应该不会再见了...
祝福你，朋友..
谢谢之前的一切...
是时候向前进了....

想刻在心里的话

做人切记，
不要忘本，
不要忘家人，
不要忘朋友....
(碎碎念)

Magic word

Bullshit!!!!
This word is useful..
We can use it in different situation...
Such as,
when someone is bluffing,
then we will "Bullshit!"
when someone is making you angry,
then we will scold "Bullshit!"
when we are playing some game,
that involving cheating,
then we will "Bullshit!"
Or another situation,
like the picture below,
well, the cow is really baking its cake..
And now,
what is your situation now?
what is my situation? Let's guess... lol...

人=贱

人就是犯贱..
人对你热情时，你就假装冷漠..
人对你冷漠时，你就热脸贴在他身上...

Always on my mind...

我需要新的回忆...
我几乎每天都停留在那段回忆...
那段快乐的回忆，
再也回不来的回忆,
连接不好结果的回忆..
我需要新的回忆
让我不再对它留恋....

21st Birthday's Message

就如同照片，我正式21岁了...
有这个项链，我就很开心了...
不过，没有吃到蛋糕，还是觉得怪...
幸福的小孩每一年都吃到蛋糕..
只要那么一小片也开心...
21岁了，是应该不一样了...
我还是想要活在自己的世界里...
现在什么都好，只是希望时间快点过...
觉得刚开始觉得美好的事件，
可以在一瞬间毁了...
已经分不清什么是好，
什么是不好....
还是本来就不曾分清楚过...
有时候觉得赶快离开这里就好，
有时候还是会犹豫一下...
不知6个月后会是什么想法...
不过，我知道我今天是开心的.. 不错的一天...
没有听到自己认为是刺的话语...
如果每一天都这样，有多好..
我知道是不可能的..
除非有个特别的耳塞.. hahaha...

Superwoman?!

Feel super duper stress this semester...
This semester is my first semester tat I wan to have good result...
But I worry that I can't handle it,
and still want to get good result...
Hopefully I can make it...
I want graduate and i want good result!!

平常心

有时觉得很无奈...
每个人都以为我有男朋友...
我也希望有他...

*****

很失败..
不懂是我太聪明还是太笨...
把自己弄倒这个地步...
以为有希望..
现在已经被绝望麻痹了...
已经知道它会结束的时候...
可是还是想要有那么一丝希望，
希望它不会结束..

Song of my day

Arhh~~

I am going crazy if continue like this!
God, tell me what to do pls....

Ignite My Determination PLEASE!

Currently, my internet quota is used up...
So juz will update everything until I move to my future house....
Looking forward to my holidays...
Though will busy working for whole month....
Still try to find the joy... taste the sweetness of holiday.....
Fighting for my exam and also my pay...
Hope my wishes come true....
Pass my exam, cover my next sem's expense, have the saving for my vacation....
The most important stuff still belongs to study and pass my exam!!
Or else, I can't stay here...
Don't know why this sem is the most stressful sem I feel...
Maybe I always skip classes, make me unsecure...
Really hope that I can pass all units...
Good luck to me and everyone...
Aja aja fighting!!

Lucky girl

Many people pamper me...
I feel lucky and appreciate their treats.....
But I am greedy...
Hope tat I am always pampered forever...
Is it possible?
lol...

近况

现在的心情，
不懂怎样说..
没有很好，也没有很不好...
太多未知数，
不知是好事还是坏事..

根据最近发生的事情，
发现我的好运不再来...
我是不是做了什么坏事，
所以报应来了...
我知道我不应该..
我也不知道
我是怎样陷下去的...
我是不是应该停止了？
应该提早回到原来的生活？
还是他迟早也会消失?
虽然嘴里每次说这是暂时性的，
却很怕他真的消失...

最近说烦，
可是其实可能都是小事...
是不是不值得烦？
金钱，生活，学业, 家人... 唉~
讲真，
有点不习惯连续几个月下来都穿同样的衣服，鞋子..
之前在自己的地方，
也不是说每个月更新衣服..
只是比较多衣服..
来这里又不能带多东西...
现在呀，不是拖鞋就是运动鞋..
快点习惯吧，
以后出社会了，
也不能靠父母养了...

睡一个觉，
又是新的一天...

My heart

I miss my bro..
I really hope tat the time stops at the uni moment...
He used to be good to me...
I miss tat time...

Miserable

I know I am miserable now..
Juz hopefully I can pass all my units....

Help myself 2

I cant do anything if they dun stop..
Pls stop..
Be a good gal...
Plsssss.........
I beg u.....

救自己

心情整个低落..
感觉上找不到人说..
我不懂应该怎样..
我....
真的....
原来我不是blur的...
我的感觉是对的...
我相信没决定一个方向前，
我时时刻刻都会想起那一个情景..
或许又是一个让我永远无法忘记的情景..
真的很难过................

Feeling

Yesterday, the same time,
I cried silently in front of my housemate.
It is the first time I cried in Perth...
Just realize that I do care about them
even though I seldom contact them...
I dunno what to do...
Just can do my best in my study...
Don't let them feel tat I have any bad in Perth...
I do really care you...
Can you don't ignore me...
I am so sad..
And I will start thinking are u hate me...
I still waiting for your reply for the message...
though I know u never know the post...
I need your support too, bro...

Work vs. Study

Recently, i am more prefer work...
I dun like the school stuff: assignment, exam...
I can do well in the workplace but i dun think i can do well in school..
Though there have many gossips in the workplace I still enjoy..
Plus my purpose is money so I dun care...
As long as I can get more and more money...
Lady Boss is quite good
even though she likes to complain...
lol...
Yet, I really really need help in my study la....
I cant control myself...
I will do something else instead of preparing for exam and assignment...
Aiks....
Bad habit...
How to do.....

没缘的朋友

这两天不知是谁打给我..
我都没接到..
应该是从马来西亚打来的..
都没号码显示..
证明我跟你没缘..
haha..

(^。^)

我发现到不管我去哪里念书，
都有人叫我去中国发展..
感觉上我的脸很受中国人欢迎..
Lol..

谢谢你们，爸妈
最近很想说的话... =)

Dislike by someone

才发现到原来我也有被block的一天..
>.<
Sigh.....

Liar?

I saw something just now...
I think I have been fooled by myself...
Luckily I made the right decision..
Or else I will repeat what I had done before..
Good to know also..
So that I won't keep thinking about it...
Yet I am not happy about the lie..
I hope I didn't misinterpret what I read...

Remember with longing...

I have read my old blog again..
I miss the days when i stayed in villa...
I miss the days when frens care about me..
I miss the days when frens left comment at my blog...
I start to miss u guys...
Tomato, lulu, YY, Kehan, Victor, Zhen wen, Ella, Sabrina, Cindy and others..
I know i often ignore u guys...
But in this three years, the first year is my happiest year with you guys...
Happy to stick with u guys..
Really feel sorry tat i seldom find u guys, especially Tomato and Lulu..
When missing Tomato, I will remember Ezra and Joshua...
Because of frens, I know more frens..
So.. missing season now.. lol...
I know still got many frens are still caring me,
I just do not know...
Thanks a lot, frens..

Everything is fine in PERTH

Every morning I get up
I'm making my bed
Should be making my head
I go to work and now I'm feeling
Half past dead
Or so I've said...

And I'll just go along thinking
Everything is gonna be just fine
But sometimes I'm afraid
So tell me one more time I'll be fine
If I give it time

Masquerading as someone
I'd like to be
But it just isn't me
Painting pictures,
Reading smart magazines
Hey I'm turning green

So I'll just go along thinking
Everything is gonna be just fine
But sometimes I'm afraid
So tell me one more time I'll be fine
If I give it time

And walking through Wonderland
Ain't all it's supposed to be
Bio's and 8 X 10's are all it'll ever be
And everybody just hangs on
To the same old dream

And in the afternoon
Well, I may contemplate
Even though I am late
I guess it's time for me
To just communicate
But it's what I hate

So I'll just go along thinking
Everything is gonna be just fine
But sometimes I'm afraid
So tell me one more time I'll be fine
If I give it time

And walking through Wonderland
Ain't all it's supposed to be
Shadows and pictures
Of those people on the silver screen
And everybody still hangs on
To that same old dream

Come sit beside me now
'Cause I've been thinking a lot
It's all that I've got
You see yesterday, well,
Really wasn't that hot
But sometimes it's not

And I'll just go along thinking
Everything is gonna be just fine
But sometimes I'm afraid
So tell me one more time I'll be fine
If I give it time
If I give it time.....
Time

Happy Chinese RABBIT Year!!

Start from today,
I am going to work in my mum's shop,
since they need me so much...
Lalalalaal~ haha... kidding la..
Hope that more and more people come to buy the shoes and clothes,
then I got thing to do..

At last,
just wanna wish all of you

HAppy CHInese New YEar~~~~~~~

Hypocrisy

无言..




想后悔，但不能后悔...
连我自己都无解自己..
只能坚信这决定是对的..

Let's packing

Yes... The pic above tells everything....
It indicates that the doubt is far away from me now...
I am excited to have a packing list...
Start to worry my suitcase will overweight...
lol..
Haha..
Still left 1 month... Countdown-ing...
Wuhoo~~
I find my way to communicate with my family....
Dunno tat the way can be used forever or not...


p/s: Dunno why my mum keep on asking me to have a bf n get married... ==!!

故意失散

今天去探访了一个熟悉的朋友
一个差不多有3年没见的朋友
不知道之前在坚决什么
想到了当初的狠心
可是没后悔过那时的狠心
只是觉得可惜这三年的没联络
以为忘记的号码，
却在一瞬间浮现在头脑..
突然觉得真的很神奇..
原来朋友，你还是在我心里占据了一小部分..
要幸福快乐啊，朋友...

p/s:刚刚睡了两个钟头的“晚觉”，希望等下还能睡得下去

Communication

I thought there are something different already...
The fact is it is hypocritical..
It is awful that when you thought it is a hope，
then the hope changes to hopeless...
I really don't like the feeling...
Maybe i am too amorous..
Always think that there are hopes everywhere...
I really don't know how to do..
Can you tell me how to communicate with my family..
I don't know whether is my problem or not..
Why he always don't want to listen others opinion...
Always thought that people are evil...
Sometimes really feel tired with my family..
In fact, I am not a good communicator too..