Endless Journey Eve

Season's Greetings

2011-12-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

最近没有很开心,不知是什么原因..是不是人越大就越难满足?唉...突然很想家 ..为什么机票那么贵啊????如果圣诞老人给我来回的机票,那该有多好啊..闲~算了,圣诞老人还是随便给我份礼物吧..神秘的礼物比较好哈哈..我等你啊，Santa claus...

寂寞难耐啊

2011-11-29T14:08:00.002+08:00

没有人可以想念比可以思念的人还要寂寞因为完全没事做以前有喜欢的人时,会想着做东西送给他或计划一些东西不然就传传简讯现在闷到慌根本只有连续剧是我的伙伴如果在自己的家乡还有车可以找朋友出去这里搭电车和巴士要整整一个钟出去又要花三倍的钱费时又花钱所以也懒惰出去朋友也少没有车也不好意思叫朋友出去来到这里我是不是更自闭了？唉...快介绍男性朋友给我吧！我应该不是饥渴吧? Lol...

一半

2011-11-22T19:56:00.003+08:00

前阵子，朋友问我，你没有一个在夜里可以思念的人吗？你没有觉得什么吗？那时我不以为然..我还很直爽的表明我对现状的满意...可是原来并不是这样的..我开始怀念那被拥抱的温度..那拥抱让我唤回我需要被爱的渴望..属于我的爱情，我亲爱的另一半，你几时才想要来探望我，不离开我？还是这里不属于我？

xxxxx

2011-11-16T18:14:00.002+08:00

I am really stressed....Keep thinking about the result...And then I don't dare to find my dear mum...She definitely will ask about how's my exam...I really dunno how to reply her...If I say ok, later my result is xxxx.If i say not ok, will make her worry...But I really want to chat with my mum...Long time didn't chat with her...Haiz.....

Pass Pass PAss

2011-11-13T23:55:00.002+08:00

My dear sis asked me to upload more posts...so here I am...lol..Ok... My holiday starts...Actually I am still not feel relaxed..Because I am not confident with my exam...I am really really really scared...I really hope that I can passsssss...I need passsssss...I think my bro will kill me if I don't pass...This few days, I saw many lovebirds,begin to get envy with it...When am I going to have the

Breakie

2011-11-01T18:37:00.004+08:00

First time I heard from adult that I will succeed in one day..I was happy...Yet i scare that I will overestimate myself and then do nothing....Still feel unsecure with my future...Good luck for my last exam..Hopefully is my last exam...***********************Yesterday was Selina's Wedding...Talk like she is my friend.. lol..I am still the S.H.E biggest fans...I am really touched..Don't feel

Toss a coin

2011-08-31T15:01:00.002+08:00

When faced with two choices, simply toss a coin, it works not because it settles your question for you, but because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you hoping for....

海枯石烂

2011-08-16T21:01:00.001+08:00

期待我完全体会这首歌的那一天....

离开原地

2011-08-16T20:36:00.002+08:00

我终于又看到他了.. 莫名的紧张和开心.. 不过知道... 我们就只是朋友... 有感觉到这次他回去，我们应该不会再见了... 祝福你，朋友.. 谢谢之前的一切... 是时候向前进了....

想刻在心里的话

2011-08-08T22:03:00.003+08:00

做人切记，不要忘本，不要忘家人，不要忘朋友.... (碎碎念)

Magic word

2011-08-07T21:04:00.003+08:00

Bullshit!!!!This word is useful..We can use it in different situation...Such as,when someone is bluffing,then we will "Bullshit!"when someone is making you angry,then we will scold "Bullshit!"when we are playing some game,that involving cheating,then we will "Bullshit!"Or another situation,like the picture below,well, the cow is really baking its cake..And now,what is your situation now?what is

人=贱

2011-08-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

人就是犯贱..人对你热情时，你就假装冷漠..人对你冷漠时，你就热脸贴在他身上...

Always on my mind...

2011-08-03T00:29:00.004+08:00

我需要新的回忆...我几乎每天都停留在那段回忆...那段快乐的回忆，再也回不来的回忆,连接不好结果的回忆..我需要新的回忆让我不再对它留恋....

21st Birthday's Message

2011-07-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

就如同照片，我正式21岁了...有这个项链，我就很开心了...不过，没有吃到蛋糕，还是觉得怪...幸福的小孩每一年都吃到蛋糕..只要那么一小片也开心...21岁了，是应该不一样了...我还是想要活在自己的世界里...现在什么都好，只是希望时间快点过...觉得刚开始觉得美好的事件，可以在一瞬间毁了...已经分不清什么是好，什么是不好....还是本来就不曾分清楚过...有时候觉得赶快离开这里就好，有时候还是会犹豫一下...不知6个月后会是什么想法...不过，我知道我今天是开心的.. 不错的一天...没有听到自己认为是刺的话语...如果每一天都这样，有多好..我知道是不可能的..除非有个特别的耳塞.. hahaha...

Superwoman?!

2011-07-19T19:07:00.003+08:00

Feel super duper stress this semester...This semester is my first semester tat I wan to have good result...But I worry that I can't handle it,and still want to get good result...Hopefully I can make it...I want graduate and i want good result!!

平常心

2011-07-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

有时觉得很无奈...每个人都以为我有男朋友...我也希望有他...*****很失败..不懂是我太聪明还是太笨...把自己弄倒这个地步...以为有希望..现在已经被绝望麻痹了...已经知道它会结束的时候...可是还是想要有那么一丝希望，希望它不会结束..

Song of my day

2011-06-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

Arhh~~

2011-06-08T13:21:00.001+08:00

I am going crazy if continue like this!God, tell me what to do pls....

Ignite My Determination PLEASE!

2011-06-03T17:32:00.003+08:00

Currently, my internet quota is used up...So juz will update everything until I move to my future house....Looking forward to my holidays...Though will busy working for whole month....Still try to find the joy... taste the sweetness of holiday.....Fighting for my exam and also my pay...Hope my wishes come true....Pass my exam, cover my next sem's expense, have the saving for my vacation....The

Lucky girl

2011-05-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

Many people pamper me...I feel lucky and appreciate their treats.....But I am greedy...Hope tat I am always pampered forever...Is it possible?lol...

近况

2011-05-18T22:37:00.004+08:00

现在的心情，不懂怎样说..没有很好，也没有很不好...太多未知数，不知是好事还是坏事..根据最近发生的事情，发现我的好运不再来...我是不是做了什么坏事，所以报应来了...我知道我不应该..我也不知道我是怎样陷下去的...我是不是应该停止了？应该提早回到原来的生活？还是他迟早也会消失?虽然嘴里每次说这是暂时性的，却很怕他真的消失...最近说烦，可是其实可能都是小事...是不是不值得烦？金钱，生活，学业, 家人... 唉~讲真，有点不习惯连续几个月下来都穿同样的衣服，鞋子..之前在自己的地方，也不是说每个月更新衣服..只是比较多衣服..来这里又不能带多东西...现在呀，不是拖鞋就是运动鞋..快点习惯吧，以后出社会了，也不能靠父母养了...睡一个觉，又是新的一天...

My heart

2011-05-06T23:35:00.002+08:00

I miss my bro..I really hope tat the time stops at the uni moment...He used to be good to me...I miss tat time...

Miserable

2011-05-02T13:40:00.001+08:00

I know I am miserable now..Juz hopefully I can pass all my units....

Help myself 2

2011-04-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

I cant do anything if they dun stop..Pls stop..Be a good gal...Plsssss.........I beg u.....

救自己

2011-04-18T22:25:00.003+08:00

心情整个低落..感觉上找不到人说..我不懂应该怎样..我....真的....原来我不是blur的...我的感觉是对的...我相信没决定一个方向前，我时时刻刻都会想起那一个情景..或许又是一个让我永远无法忘记的情景..真的很难过................

Feeling

2011-04-16T04:27:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, the same time,I cried silently in front of my housemate.It is the first time I cried in Perth...Just realize that I do care about themeven though I seldom contact them...I dunno what to do...Just can do my best in my study...Don't let them feel tat I have any bad in Perth...I do really care you...Can you don't ignore me...I am so sad..And I will start thinking are u hate me...I still

Work vs. Study

2011-04-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

Recently, i am more prefer work...I dun like the school stuff: assignment, exam...I can do well in the workplace but i dun think i can do well in school..Though there have many gossips in the workplace I still enjoy..Plus my purpose is money so I dun care...As long as I can get more and more money...Lady Boss is quite goodeven though she likes to complain...lol...Yet, I really really need help in

没缘的朋友

2011-03-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

这两天不知是谁打给我..我都没接到..应该是从马来西亚打来的..都没号码显示..证明我跟你没缘..haha..

(^。^)

2011-03-14T21:07:00.001+08:00

我发现到不管我去哪里念书，都有人叫我去中国发展..感觉上我的脸很受中国人欢迎..Lol..谢谢你们，爸妈最近很想说的话... =)

Dislike by someone

2011-03-12T10:30:00.001+08:00

才发现到原来我也有被block的一天..>.

Liar?

2011-03-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

I saw something just now...I think I have been fooled by myself...Luckily I made the right decision..Or else I will repeat what I had done before..Good to know also..So that I won't keep thinking about it...Yet I am not happy about the lie..I hope I didn't misinterpret what I read...

Remember with longing...

2011-03-09T00:13:00.007+08:00

I have read my old blog again..I miss the days when i stayed in villa...I miss the days when frens care about me..I miss the days when frens left comment at my blog...I start to miss u guys...Tomato, lulu, YY, Kehan, Victor, Zhen wen, Ella, Sabrina, Cindy and others..I know i often ignore u guys...But in this three years, the first year is my happiest year with you guys...Happy to stick with u

Everything is fine in PERTH

2011-03-08T23:18:00.001+08:00

Every morning I get upI'm making my bedShould be making my headI go to work and now I'm feelingHalf past deadOr so I've said...And I'll just go along thinkingEverything is gonna be just fineBut sometimes I'm afraidSo tell me one more time I'll be fineIf I give it timeMasquerading as someoneI'd like to beBut it just isn't mePainting pictures,Reading smart magazinesHey I'm turning greenSo I'll just

Happy Chinese RABBIT Year!!

2011-01-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

Start from today,I am going to work in my mum's shop,since they need me so much...Lalalalaal~ haha... kidding la..Hope that more and more people come to buy the shoes and clothes,then I got thing to do..At last,just wanna wish all of youHAppy CHInese New YEar~~~~~~~

Hypocrisy

2011-01-25T22:24:00.004+08:00

无言..想后悔，但不能后悔... 连我自己都无解自己.. 只能坚信这决定是对的..

Let's packing

2011-01-12T19:46:00.003+08:00

Yes... The pic above tells everything....It indicates that the doubt is far away from me now...I am excited to have a packing list...Start to worry my suitcase will overweight...lol..Haha..Still left 1 month... Countdown-ing...Wuhoo~~I find my way to communicate with my family....Dunno tat the way can be used forever or not...p/s: Dunno why my mum keep on asking me to have a bf n get married... =

故意失散

2011-01-06T21:42:00.002+08:00

今天去探访了一个熟悉的朋友一个差不多有3年没见的朋友不知道之前在坚决什么想到了当初的狠心可是没后悔过那时的狠心只是觉得可惜这三年的没联络以为忘记的号码，却在一瞬间浮现在头脑..突然觉得真的很神奇..原来朋友，你还是在我心里占据了一小部分..要幸福快乐啊，朋友...p/s:刚刚睡了两个钟头的“晚觉”，希望等下还能睡得下去

Communication

2011-01-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

I thought there are something different already...The fact is it is hypocritical..It is awful that when you thought it is a hope，then the hope changes to hopeless...I really don't like the feeling...Maybe i am too amorous..Always think that there are hopes everywhere...I really don't know how to do..Can you tell me how to communicate with my family..I don't know whether is my problem or not..Why

Merry Merry CHRISTMAS!!!

2010-12-22T21:29:00.004+08:00

我回来诗巫有三个星期了..差两三天就圣诞节了..讲真..我真的很怀念在Marriott Hotel的日子..虽然很累很忙,但总好过每天在家看PPS..看到连我哥都叫我收手..哈哈..而且跟朋友一起度过冬至，圣诞，新年..是很难得..以后是还有机会跟朋友,可是肯定不是很好的朋友..再说感觉也不一样..在美里3年了..还有一年就毕业了..时间过很快..突然觉得不是很想这么快工作..可是又想证明自己是可以的..天天看PPS，从戏中也领悟到一些事..也怕自己到时无用处..在这三个星期里,我接触到跟我差不多同年龄的人..发现我们这里的人不喜欢在外面发展..毕竟我们这里没这么匆忙...我们这里的人真的是被宠惯了..所以都不大能吃苦..希望我是个能吃苦的人啦..可是以我懒惰的个性来说,难说啊...要勤劳一点了..好了..不要装emo了..找了一些Christmas歌..第一首是刚才在车上听到的...I

流星

2010-12-02T01:02:00.003+08:00

最近追看很多戏，有欧美，有韩剧，日剧和港剧..这个是其中一部的主题曲..这首歌很配这部戏..去找它歌词时，发现它的词也很美..倒映在寒冬海面泛白透明的月亮仿佛水母般不可思议的一夜不管撕裂多少次不管多么可以疏远却依旧紧紧相系的两人闭上双眼被双眸深处的宇宙包围散落在满天星辰中是两颗心穿越爱的暗_思念化为流星划过天际在你身旁消失之前我只相信你我属于同一个星座即使比你美丽还是比你温柔但不管是谁都在也无法取代你怀抱抓不住的幻影刺着胸口的痛楚却仿佛一股引力将两人越拉越近那些还深藏在你心中的迷惘在我心中我能将他们燃烧殆尽所以请不要再害怕全部交给我吧能发现你的谎言是因为睁大了的眼睛可是我却还没能发觉你坦率的一面散落在满天星辰中是两颗心穿越爱的暗_思念化为流星划过天际在你身旁消失之前我只相信你我属于同一个星座

Long holiday..

2010-12-02T00:06:00.005+08:00

Watched unstoppable today..Is so excited and make me nervous..Tat movie's venue is in Pennsylvania..I should be there now...Still upset tat I can't achieve my plan...T.THopefully i can work and travel USA next year..That is the only chance...Cheers Rapunzel...I loveeee it so much..I love the girl- Rapunzel, the guy, the horse and even Chameleon..They are so cute...Disney cartoon oweys wont let

My Leopy

2010-11-12T23:16:00.003+08:00

Long time didn't post up "shot sendiri" photos..Haha..Anyway... the purpose is to show off something...See clearly..If still cannot get it,yeah.. here comes another photo..lol...Yeah~ I got a new watch...Hmm.. hopefully i can take good care of it la.. - Leopy...Thanks...Recently.. don't know why I am so mean...Easy to get mad or moody when friends say something...Is it hormonal imbalance?Please

Complicated

2010-11-12T00:30:00.003+08:00

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Vague

2010-11-06T18:45:00.004+08:00

暧昧的感情好像纸飞机美丽而脆弱划破天空的一刻是它最幸福的瞬间却也是坠落地面的开始(单身公主相亲记）

奔

2010-11-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

昨晚和一帮朋友出去..只去了两个地点..但最让我怀念的是站在脚踏车上被载的感觉..让我想起刚来的第一年...那时的朋友一个一个现在都往不同的方向奔跑了..还是那句..人往往等到失去时才感慨..我也想念当时的星星..时间慢慢过去，人事物都跟着不同了..唉~很快...很快........就要考试了...希望我明天真的会按计划跑...

不懂

2010-10-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

后悔做了一件事..觉得每次都没想清楚，就放太重..心情不是很好..所以..又再次关闭..我始终只属于这里..永远踏不进别人的世界..

赵权和佳仁

2010-10-12T16:50:00.007+08:00

履行我的诺言..今天是post video..赵权学少女时代的gee赵权学少女时代的oh!里面有他13岁时的样子..那时他应该是参加比赛..超好笑..他跳Wonder girls 的So HOt 和Brown eyed girls 的abracadabra他的夫人- 佳仁是Brown eyed girls 的成员..他和2pm的玉泽在家族诞生II 跳他自己团（2am）的歌 - 我错了这个是他们俩的第一首歌...注意看，舞台的背景有他们俩的照片这个首歌的副歌是赵权编的..这首歌本来是搬家歌,后来进化成这个..不懂其他部分是不是也是他编的..这天录影时，他以为佳仁是坐在观众席的..当时不知道佳仁会帮他伴舞..当佳仁出来时，观众们都欢呼..赵权以为是观众们为他而欢呼，就咧嘴笑..注意看，赵权穿的衣服是那件佳仁帮他设计的礼服..只是他在里面多加一件..再注意看，舞台的背景也有他们俩的照片..

亚当夫妇

2010-10-10T23:59:00.008+08:00

我最近越来越喜欢一个韩国组合2AM的leader...他也是搞笑的，又很会唱歌..他13岁就参加比赛... 然后接受训练..有7-8年了..他就是赵权..会开始对他有兴趣也是因为看了韩国综艺节目 - 家族诞生II..会看家族诞生也是因为希澈..后来发现他也很搞笑..又开始search他的东西..后来发现他也有参与另一个综艺节目 - 我们结婚了..他跟佳仁是夫妻，被称为亚当夫妇..我喜欢他们是因为他们很真..我看他们的部分时，都会笑到卡卡声...真喜欢他们真的突破姐弟恋，然后在一起..他们真的很配..而且也经历了很多..我们结婚了 - 这个综艺节目是两个艺人试着一起生活，当然不是365天啦..只有要拍录的时候..以下是他们的结婚照...在bali岛拍的..超喜欢..这个是他们为对方设计的礼服..Next post会放他们的歌和赵权搞笑的画面..Stay tuned...

小杰作

2010-10-05T23:34:00.005+08:00

我的小杰作...看过去普通..收到的人会发现它的奥妙..haha..后来觉得有点太过普通，就手痒，上点色..结果...有点画蛇添足的感觉..

戏不如人生

2010-10-03T16:24:00.003+08:00

人说戏如人生，人生如戏..可是为什么真正的生活似乎没戏剧里的人生还要简单..我发现没人帮我时，我真的很无助..原来我真的真的很脆弱，坚强根本无法形容我..越无助就越想把自己封闭起来..

新发现

2010-10-02T01:27:00.003+08:00

从上海回来后，我发现一些东西...那里的人习惯用大嗓子沟通..如果你只是问他详细东西，他照样开扩他的嗓子..但如果他知道你一定买他东西，才细声细语..那里的人就算不是在繁忙的路，照样按汽车喇叭...每一分钟至少都会听到一次那里的人很不卫生..可以随地吐痰..我还亲眼看过有人用手去吸那长长的鼻涕，然后再甩在地上...那里的人也插队..不过马来西亚人也一样..所以没什么特别..我在那里吃到咸的爆米花，在想别的地方是不是也有不同味道的爆米花还有一个，不是只有我们会讲第二个语言,泰国航班，导游，世博会里的有些馆的监守人也是会第二个语言..有一个新发现，也是好的..我爸喜欢买香水给我妈..其实我爸喜欢香香,味道重的东西..lotion也是..想想还有什么发现，再补上...

My own holiday is COMING SOON

2010-09-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

在想会不会突然晕倒..失血过多.. >.<好像是头一次这样... 虽然在报告和考试中迷路...可是心情还是超级好..因为明天考完试，就坐巴士回诗巫..我要去上海了..最开心的是很久没跟爸妈去玩了..xD 超级无敌开心..每天在幻想我爸妈买东西给我,夹菜给我之类的..不过，还是不要太期待..怕有大失望...期待我回来时，有一大堆的照片..我又可以很开心的upload照片了...P/s: Pray for me for tomorrow test.... cross finger..

SOS

2010-09-12T10:36:00.003+08:00

我浪费两天的时间了..惨了,惨了...>.<

GOOD mood

2010-09-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

今天心情好，所以再次开放我的blog..hehe...(以上的图案熟悉吗？）

中秋节在我家

2010-09-03T10:29:00.002+08:00

现在心情极好..因为我终于有冰皮月饼吃了...是的..我梦寐以求的冰皮月饼..其实我知道我妈会寄月饼来..可是我以为是传统烘皮月饼..因为我没强调...真的..超开心地说..想象不到我有几开心..Muahahahaha~~~

Super Junior - No Other

2010-09-01T01:10:00.006+08:00

From the left:Heechul, Sungmin, Leeteuk, Donghae, Khuhyun, Yesung, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, Shindong.I am the fan of Super Junior for few years..Actually I am the fan of Hee Chul..Since I saw him in the drama “不良家族”..then I will go google him or go youtube to know him better..Found that he is so funny..Always act like girl and good in mimicking ppl..Because of him,I start to concern Super Junior..I

Pls take care...

2010-08-31T15:14:00.003+08:00

我很常在朋友面前哭..真的很想控制，但都控制不了..每次哭完，都很懊恼..“哭屁啊,又不是什么大件事"今天，因为要做一件事，所以就找了朋友..迟钝的我，接到电话时没听到什么不寻常..直到听到一半时，才意识那模糊不清的声音...放下电话时，我还在想他是不是受到什么委屈，所以要离开现场..等我去到他家时，隐隐约约看到他那张哭红的脸...(不敢近看他，远看他时，脸真的是红的）知道他要去的去向，就猜到不是我当初想的事..路途中，听到他不停地吸鼻涕时，我也很想哭..我也很想我爸妈..我妈有一天打给我说，我爸最近身体不是很好..前几个星期，我爸妈出门订货，我爸突然头晕,冒冷汗站不稳，几乎晕倒，肚子不舒服..我妈超担心我爸..这个是我其中一个我想他们的原因..另一个是如果我去USA..我会有三个月看不到他们..大考过后，也只有那几天看到他们，然后匆匆忙忙去USA了..所以其实，

迷失

2010-08-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

I lost again..Can someone pull me back?昨天做了个恶梦..多希望它不是真的..但它似乎要来临了..

回忆

2010-08-21T19:26:00.005+08:00

在中学时，只有在红心月会时拍过最多照片也是在那时发生过最多难过和美好的回忆..其实一进入中学，是先进Girls' Brigade 两年..Form 3没参加课外活动..直到考完PMR，要放假时才被拉进PBSM..有几度想要退出..这些照片是朋友FB那里偷来的..看这些照片时，真的有些都不知道自己在哪里..真的很好笑..那时也是人生中最黑的时候..因为在太阳底下操步..因为游泳池有比赛，我们超开心地去duty，因为可以借此翘课..我们可是legally absent class,后面那个瘦巴巴戴眼镜的是老师来的..超多奖杯..不过有些是前辈他们赢回来的..Annual General Gathering..如果没猜错的话.. 不过忘了第几年的..那时被人猛叫贵宾狗..这个应该是Form 5 时..哈哈.. 眼睛受伤了，还可以这么享受听MP3..去参观儿童智障院？忘记名字了..

Found my luck!

2010-08-20T21:31:00.003+08:00

Good news!!I found my student ID..Luckily I didn't submit the form that I have filled..hehe..Another news....I try to make myself busy...yoga, swimming, jogging, hang out, homework, sleep, pps n study...In order to eliminate the feeling of waiting...When I am waiting,I feel myself funny and lonely...Don't know it is good or bad...But still, I miss u... What to do?Sometimes, really wan to fly to

Family makes me rich

2010-08-19T17:47:00.004+08:00

刚刚跟姐姐chatting..姐姐终于在外面开始学独立了在chatroom里，感觉上我是她姐姐..说实话，有时我会对我姐不耐烦的尤其是回家久了因为她总是用一种语气..迟疑，问一些简单的东西..我觉得我已经习惯避开她..所以有时她还没开始说话，我就觉得烦..很坏的妹妹吧...讲真，我的想法始终如一..她的病应该在很久以前就痊愈了..现在，我希望这次在外学习能帮助她的病...这样也减轻爸妈的负担以前，家里每次越有争执时，我越讨厌这个家现在，erm..我会觉得好笑当每次妈咪跟姐姐吵时..吵架内容好笑可是如果是妹妹先开始争执，我就觉得她很放肆..叛逆越来越严重..我每次觉得家人对我说很重要..可是..发生什么事，尤其是不好的我都不敢跟他们说..他们都觉得我很独立，其实那只是装出来的从中学开始就开始披上一层皮..不想让他们知道我的懦弱，胆小..因为那可笑的自尊心..

面临严重

2010-08-16T23:33:00.002+08:00

我真的觉得自己越来越没用自信心也慢慢削减中..人做错事是家常饭..最重要是懂得去想办法挽回那个局面...但我竟然在那里装傻..超级无敌失败...真的要怎样去形容自己..我是不会感到罪恶感一辈子..但我一辈子都在做错...难过的是感觉朋友都懒得说教...伤心的是感觉我在朋友里越来越不可靠..

改变。资格爱自己

2010-08-16T00:34:00.003+08:00

怎么办？还是没变...刘丽欣，你可以变强一点吗？duh..最后人都不跟你玩才知道..真的.. 需要改变..越来越不喜欢自己..

长叹

2010-08-14T00:21:00.001+08:00

唉~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~有没有什么办法让我不要没开始就停下来了...唉~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~很讨厌！自己都讨厌自己...

Lost

2010-08-12T15:31:00.001+08:00

Yeah~~~Finally I lost sth in tis sem...I lost my student ID!!!!!!!!!!!Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!T.T

Gambateh!!

2010-08-10T02:24:00.002+08:00

Must bestir myself!!Is a new day again..Don't think too much...Concentrate on study...Must !! After I wake up...Don't let people underestimate you!!At least done your part..Beat down the target!!YES!!.......................................................................................But still in my deep down.....

Waiting

2010-08-10T01:50:00.004+08:00

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.............

2010-08-09T09:55:00.003+08:00

I lose my faith... seriously, I really regret with it... no matter how many failure I have met, the only thing I want to do is rebuild the memory between us..Finally know how poor, how bad am I...I should let u go..but I am no reconciled to...

New Sem = Spallation?

2010-08-05T21:50:00.005+08:00

Is a new semester again...happy? sad?Not very happy and not very sad..Just full of hopes...Hope that I can do my work in time...Hope that I am better than previous semesters..Yet, thinking is easy, action is hard..Still waiting for my spallation of mature..Mature person does do the thing that s important..Mature person does think carefully before act...Mature person does complete his or her task

快乐之旅的第五&第六天

2010-07-31T10:52:00.009+08:00

快乐之旅的第五天这天，我们回到JB..我又去找我妈妈店以前的员工 - 秀玲和晓燕顺便赚他们的钱... haha..她们还送一片蛋糕给我吃..我生日嘛～呵呵...后来有去City Mall逛街...这天是Li Ai 带我去走走..因为casper讨厌我了..　T.T没有啦，是因为他累了...后来我们去Roost Cafe吃晚餐...我觉得里面太逼真因为里面真的感觉很旧有点邋遢的感觉..很特别..去到小餐馆的楼上,竟然还有小服装店和小手工艺品店..而服装店里竟然还有地方是帮你理发的..真的是很不可思议..哈哈..在装模做样..他们的冷冻饮料是放在一个小桶里..忘了是什么面...只记得关于越南什么的..吃到超饱... 不错吃..古老的收音机..当下非常惊讶..因为它还能发出响亮的音乐........................................................

快乐之旅的第三&第四天

2010-07-30T23:05:00.013+08:00

快乐之旅第三天在Vivo吃了brunch过后，就往Sentosa前进..以下就是在Imbiah的Merlion Walk....Sky ride那位先生很不想拍照...请体谅他.."The Pirates" 是4D 短片..电影一开始，就很投入..因为有感觉.. 所以很好的一个体验..它的感觉多过Hong Kong Disneyland 的电影..而Extreme log ride 就感觉在坐Roller Coaster..分别在于Extreme Log Ride 从头到尾都在原点...我们是看着荧幕的，因为它是3D..所以感觉有在跑..没能进去刚建的赌场..因为本人未满21岁..也没进到Universal Studio..因为觉得满贵下的..加上朋友建议等里面的设施完全建好，才去..哦对..这是我买的纪念品..本人还蛮喜欢杯子的..所以..呵呵..猜猜这是什么？它不是香皂..猜不到吗？

快乐之旅的第二天

2010-07-30T01:17:00.008+08:00

第二天我们去Orchard和City Hall...因为下雨，所以不能去到全部地方...我们无意去到Suntec Singapore...刚巧就碰到Singapore Garden Festival...里面超多花园和花朵的摆设展示...重点是他们都用真花..新币4.50（学生价）真的很值得...因为我拍超多照片...欲知详情，可以通过这个网站Singapore Garden Festival以下的两张照片是我本人最喜欢的...看看以下的图片，你会以为这是阅读书籍的地方..事实上它是food court..新加坡很多创意的建筑物...看了，真的会“Wow"不过通常会惊叹的是乡下人，也就是本人我啦...lol这一天也是我和Casper最后一天看到伟哲...第二天早上他就飞去Perth了...说了再见，一定会再见...期待着我们再相遇的那天...晚餐是Mosburger 的Rice

快乐之旅的第一天

2010-07-29T22:05:00.008+08:00

P/s: 为了减少冗长的述说，所以只按图说故事...这一天在JB..这是YY买给我们吃的炸年糕，炸香蕉，炸番薯和炸芋圆好吃，不过因为是炸的..热气...不敢多吃..我们在Pelangi里的KTV...后来去游乐场玩...这是在宽中附近的麻辣咸酥鸡..真的是超级无敌辣...我当场飙汗，嘴唇发烫..还好嘴巴没像腊肠..我们的晚餐是韩国烤肉..赞！好吃！还有帅哥帮我们服务..超级专业的说...爱炒年糕... (流口水）这一天的目的其实是让伟哲见YY，Joe，惠媚他们最后一面..泪水淹埋现场啊~~哈哈.. 没有这样夸张啦..晚餐过后，我们就去新加坡咯...我们是我，casper 和伟哲..Yeah~~Can view the clearer pic by clicking HERE

Briefing of The Trip

2010-07-26T21:21:00.003+08:00

First, I have to say the trip is tiring yet I enjoy it lots...Thanks to all my frens...I didn't plan anything,just go and let my frens to plan for me...yea~~ how good am I? lol4 days in Singapore and 3 days in Johor Bahru...Hmm... My last activity is Joe's Birthday Party....And guess the photos below is related with what....Have to keep the secret before I finish my whole trip post..Hehe...Stay

梦

2010-07-25T13:20:00.002+08:00

最近一直梦到两个人..一个是不认识的..有点怕,希望那不是个预兆...希望我能坚持得住...套月芩的口头禅：我不怕!!!哈哈...我能的....就一直保持同样的感觉，不要削减就好了...ingnaix

Trip = Present

2010-07-22T17:27:00.004+08:00

Yea.. I am in Singapore now...Going back Johor Bahru next morning..Credit to my frens..Brought me for 3 days..The most important is I come alone,not with my family..At the first,I worried that I have to use my own money to spend...Who knows my parent gave me much but not very much..And who knows my brother gave me Sg dollar to spend also...Not much also.. but is enough for me..Yea.. if I say

Prayer

2010-07-07T22:48:00.005+08:00

(Praying mode)God, firstly hope that my leg will recover when i go JB.Secondly, Work and travel stuff will be settled soon.Hope that wont have the problem in my speaking...Thirdly, hope that at least all pass in my result.Fourthly, hope my dreams come true.. at least 1.. x xxxx xxx...Fifthly, hope that xxx everything alrite...Lastly, hopefully my family and frens everything alrite..Amen..

Treasure the Moment..

2010-06-30T23:28:00.004+08:00

Today went for yoga practice...Walao ei.. feel like i am handicapped one..Am I old dy?Just started for not more than 20 or 15 min, felt tired dy...Plus, my feet keep on sweating，make me unstable to do the pose on the mat...And surprisingly, i met my secondary school teachers at there...The most surprise is they still remember me..Hmm.. maybe I am too "good" and "popular"..At that moment, I still

Happy Holidays!!!

2010-06-26T22:42:00.004+08:00

这几天有开心到..第一，我妈很像肯让我去USA了...第二，我妈肯让我在今年去新加坡玩..第三，我妈买相机给我..(我爸和姐不知道，so keep the secret pls)WUHOO~~~超级无敌开心..不过，也有不开心的事..第一，Sandfly bites让我不能吃我爱吃的海鲜和鸡蛋..走在外面，人家都认为我是哪来的星球那样..第二，很多朋友都慢慢离开我的视线了，不管是在美里还是诗巫..比较难过的是在美里认识的朋友..因为诗巫的朋友还是都回回来的..而在美里认识的，可以说是一去不回了..我真的很想让时间停留在快乐的时光..刚才傍晚时，带狗狗去散步..我觉得它很好笑..一直停留在树啊，柱子啊，只要是条状的都停留..一直尝试要小便或大便..问题是它已经完成那“巨大的任务”了..还继续往下一个目标前进，继续摆出那种姿势.. lolx...我希望在这一个月假期里,我不会犯错..

童年玩伴

2010-06-07T22:51:00.004+08:00

看过很多本漫画..蜡笔小新是我其中最爱之一..虽然之前有人提过他的创作人去世了..可是我都只是草草地回应..刚才才非常确定漫画家臼井儀人在去年9月登山遇難逝世...我也才发现他是在1990，也就是我的出生年，开始连载蜡笔小新..也就是说蜡笔小新跟我是同年龄耶...不过我还是他的姐姐..因为他是8月出生的..哈哈..本来是一个伤心的事情..却被我弄到好像是件开心的事..应该开心的吧..我爱的漫画跟我同一年出生叻...从我有记忆以来，他一直都陪在我身边了...还记得那个画面，每次站在阿姨的店看漫画..有时是哥哥买了，然后偷偷拿来看.. haha..第二本爱看的漫画当然非名侦探柯南莫属啦...我是一直期待他的结局..可是感觉上到我死的那天，结局还是不会出来。。我也特别查下他的出生日..他是在1994被创造出来的..原来那些从我记忆以来看的漫画的年龄，都跟我差不多呀..可是最近都没在看..

Struggling

2010-06-04T20:18:00.002+08:00

I lost something that is important to me...Yea.. I am sad,quite angry to myself..wondering why let this happened.Know that it is too late to regret.yet, still very regret with it.Can't come back again.Really hope that time will flow back.Really hope that Doroemon exists.Too many hopes,but those hopes won't come true.I am really envy those who are still holding it.I think I become more and more

Luv Exam?

2010-06-01T19:11:00.004+08:00

Long time didn't publish the post..yea.. What is going on recently?After submission of the assignment,We are like having the holiday...Though the exam is around the cornerwe still continue playing..The activities that I took part as following:26/05/10Had dinner at 明财after IM class, then played cards and drank beer at Soho. I was forced to drink the beer that I never drink much... Walao ei, I was

人不是十全十美的..

2010-05-19T17:36:00.004+08:00

因为一个缺憾，而想尽办法去改变缺憾，最后却变成遗憾..而如果不在意那个缺憾，就会有无限的可能性..人生有很多遗憾，何必那么执著于它呢？最重要是保持开心的心态，快快乐乐地生活下去..

Story 2

2010-05-19T12:23:00.006+08:00

在辛巴克上着网..觉得越来越爱上这里...可是爱上它的代价满大下的...要开始做功课了..做功课之前,分享一个故事..话说，一位小女孩，想念家人,便打算在母亲节和她母亲的生日回家,给家人一个惊喜..她盘算着母亲节和她母亲的生日是同一天..于是，就在一个月前订好机票..每天，还跟朋友分享这个快乐的心情..哪知原来母亲节是在母亲生日的前一个星期..就心想：没关系，还好还有妈咪生日在那天..回家的那一天终于到来..小女孩就带着愉乐的心情回家..到家时,爸妈很开心..爸爸还露出一种好笑的表情 - 想笑却勉强不笑..妈妈就问回家的原因，而那个小女孩想：要给妈妈惊喜，不可以告诉她真正原因.."没有吧..我以为这个星期日是母亲节，很早就订机票了.."小女孩雀跃着，计划将要成功了..结果...原来...妈妈的生日是下个月16日...==很无奈吧，既然连自己妈妈的生日都搞错..最可悲的是，那个小女孩就是我

电影介绍

2010-05-15T00:05:00.006+08:00

哈哈.. 我又来了..完全不能专注.. 也不懂怎么办..要介绍一部电影，一部非常催泪的爱情电影..<很想和你在一起>很久很久很久没看香港电影有这么感人的..真的.. 非常有感觉..相信我.. 我都哭到稀里哗啦的了..到现在，那画面犹新啊..(星期日看的)我是很想用自己的词来形容这部电影..可是本人的华语没到那个水准..所以..咳咳..从一个网站share给大家..欧阳冠楠与施徒捷两人是同一天生日，同样热爱摄影，性格更是同出一辙的好胜。他俩于一场辩论比赛认识，两人产生了很奇怪的火花。从此后，两人经常斗嘴，一直是冤家。每次相遇必定斗咀收场。另外，楠的学长卢俊文经常也伴随她左右，但是屡次告白却遭到楠的拒绝。楠与捷都热爱摄影，在一次摄影比赛中，两人打赌谁会获奖，赢得一方就会提出一个要求。可是，只要楠出现的地方，捷必定也来凑热闹。楠生气极了，约好谁先拍到日出，谁就胜出。学校的后山成为了两人的

F(ake)riends

2010-05-14T22:15:00.003+08:00

Got one true friend in our life is enough for us..Is true..Sometimes, we are happy and feel lucky,Got many friends support u..But, when something happens,u just realize tat actually those friends are not the real friends...Outwardly they are friendly and good to u,Inwardly they are just think their own feelings.I really hope tat i misunderstand...This is not the first time that i feel so sad

Horoscope 2

2010-05-09T14:10:00.002+08:00

1.不依赖男友的女生第一名天蝎座（证明自己有能力）第二名射手座（独立好强不爱被啰嗦）第三名牡羊座（急性子演不来小女人）第四名水瓶座（隐性依赖慎重挑选男友）第五名魔羯座（自主自强为自己存私房钱） 2.最爱装坚强的女生第一名射手座（说了也没用）第二名天蝎座（一定要撑过去）第三名魔羯座（觉得哭很丢脸）第四名狮子座（倔强又逞强）第五名双子座（表面不在乎） 3.会签婚前协议书的人第一名水瓶座（有些事还是说清楚好）第二名金牛座（细节谈清楚再享受）第三名处女座（你机车我比你还机车）第四名天蝎座（保障自己的权利）第五名魔羯座（白纸黑字就安心） 4.会找爸爸型情人的女生第一名巨蟹座（就喜欢当女儿）第二名金牛座（男人老成好)第三名牡羊座（找回女孩儿本性）第四名天平座（顺理成章的依赖）第五名双鱼座（可以真诚的撒娇） 5.

Horoscope 1

2010-05-07T19:38:00.003+08:00

这个是我在面子书看到关于星座的..有些准有些不准.. 是个不错消遣的读物..最美丽： 1.天秤 2.水瓶 3.双子最活泼： 1.白羊 2.水瓶 3.射手最佳丈夫：金牛座最爱洁： 1.处女2.天秤 3.魔羯最佳父亲：狮子座最贪吃： 1.金牛 2.天秤 3.巨蟹最佳法官：天秤座最贪玩： 1.水瓶 2.白羊 3.射手最佳生意人：白羊座最懒惰： 1.天秤 2.金牛 3.巨蟹最佳推销员：双子座最自大： 1.狮子 2.白羊 3.天蝎最佳清洁员：处女座最佳厨师：金牛座、天秤座最佳科学家：水瓶座最佳运动员：射手座最容易嫉妒： 1.金牛座 2.天蝎座 3.处女座 4.射手座 5.白羊座愿望最容易实现：1.水瓶座 2.白羊座 3.双鱼座 4.狮子座 5.双子座史上最全的星座排名(2) 最佳组合： 1.

IMPOSSIBLE role

2010-05-02T20:23:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I need a super strict reminder...When I m lazy to do homework or do the study,the remainder will scold me and even hit me...Besides that, the reminder must have some functions too..For example, when i am not understand about something,the reminder will explain or teach me..When I am having a presentation,the reminder will teach me how to present,and teach me how to pronounce accurately

2010-04-22T20:59:00.005+08:00

昨天，在脸书看到一个短片...日本超感动的“三行情书”满不错下的..我决定了..来跟你们分享下..第一个让我有一股冲动想抄下来的是："奶奶生日快乐女性的美是和蜡烛的根数成正比的这是真的 "超级喜欢那句的..我相信只要是女生都会有同样的感觉..第二个让我感动的是：“当我在抱怨”京都与神户的远距离恋爱时奶奶微笑着说 ‘20年前的我就开始远距离恋爱’天国的爷爷，你听到了吗？”看到第二句时，以为奶奶想起以前的恋情..过几秒，才想到可能是讲爷爷..看了第三句，我的猜测是对的..第三个让我觉得浪漫幸福的是：“想把和你长得很像的儿子培育出你一样的性格这样又会多一个人和我一样幸福”很明显这个妻子非常爱他先生..甜到爆...第四个让我觉得这个人满可爱调皮的：“跟着我，不喜欢吗？如果不喜欢那我就跟着你走”看到第二句是，以为他/她要分手快乐了..结果让我意想不到..Like x 100第五个让我想到老豆的是

Friday embraces me~

2010-04-21T22:16:00.003+08:00

BAD NEWS!!!!Cant go for fun tomorrow nite...Arghhhh~~~~How come?Haiz... It is Accounting assignment's fault...Have the group meeting after dinner..I think after meeting, I can straight go to sleep liao...Use too much brain, need to rest more...Even though I oweys have rest 1... LOL...Never mind.. Let's have fun at Friday nite...Friday nite, I m coming ~~~~FRIDAY! FRIDAY! FRIDAY!

Good Nite

2010-04-20T23:12:00.003+08:00

After tomorrow and tomorrow,I swear if i dun go fun,I ll be PIG!!!Wuhoo~~~Got presentation on that day..Haven prepare for it,yet prepare for going fun..Strong kan... LOL..yeah yeah yeah yeahI got a feeling~~~Tat tat night s gonna be a good night~~~I think I m quite crazy dy...But.. I m really in good mood la...Cos housemates, groupmates, coursemates, unitmates, n etc..All are supporting me..So be

Date of the death

2010-04-19T00:21:00.003+08:00

Time passed fast..N I almost have one foot in the grave..Haiz.. Why I m not born as a genius?

烦！！

2010-04-14T12:45:00.002+08:00

其实,人真的很渺小..世界这样大..什么人都有..自己却真的以为自己很好..但，比自己厉害的人真的多到比星星还多..现在只能时时刻刻警惕自己不要嚣张..料没那么多，还是不要到处宣扬..不要担心..我的状况极佳..只是...有谁能帮我搞定我的功课啊~~~~~~

无法改变

2010-04-13T16:13:00.004+08:00

突然觉得自己真的很没用..一点点小事情就觉得很大件事..感觉上我真的是没有这么大的头却硬要带超大的帽子..突然觉得自己真的超级弱..怎么这样一点小事都做不成..我接受不了人的安慰，接受不了自己的失败..真的不懂..我真的这样差吗？在别人的眼里，我真的就只有那种程度..这次的打击真的很大..在别人面前显示出我的小气..那个画面永远消失不去..永远不能重来..

真假面

2010-04-05T06:17:00.008+08:00

朋友说，我跟小孩子很容易变成朋友..因为我内心里像小孩..矛盾浮现了..我喜欢跟小孩相处..是因为他们的烦恼没我们多..他们的快乐比我们多..我喜欢装扮成他们的朋友..试着逃避现实中快20岁的我..试着永远活在虚假中..是不是有了这个习惯，blur blur的我形成了..就真的永远长不大了..内心真的很挣扎..一方面不想让自己接触大人的世界;自己很清楚其实自己是很有心机的..一方面不像让人觉得自己不可靠..虽然糊涂可能真的是本性..虽然觉得每天有机会让人开心下..可是有时还是觉得不是滋味..有时还会安慰自己，“你不笨,只是想让人快乐吧了。”想变又不想变..变了，感觉上不是我了..不变，又让人担心..sad...own problem...

KK trip

2010-04-04T19:29:00.014+08:00

Hey.. Come back from KK..Nice trip.. yet... I m BROKE!!!!How to continue my Kuching trip...Aduhai...Plus, I never do my homework in KK..Totally enjoy and have fun in there..I really want to do my homework now..But then I m a responsible blogger,should oweys update my blog, rite?LOL... Juz an excuse to escape my homework..First,Thanks to Agnes n her family..really appreciate..Gave me the free

Giving LOVE

2010-03-21T00:52:00.003+08:00

当男生喜欢女生时，他会想尽办法去讨好她，他付出一切来对待她..而女生刚开始可能觉得烦，因为她对他没那么有感觉..但一旦冰山被融化了,她就全心全意地爱上他..而他终于得到她了，关心就慢慢一点一点地减少了..反而她的关心却一滴一滴地增加了..男生的付出永远在前头，女生的付出永远在后头..男生的付出永远少过女生的付出..当女生没什么在付出时，代表她还没全心地爱上他...要怎样让女生全心地爱上男生呢？这是非常难的问题...因为每个女生要的都不一样...加油吧... 男生们..from My own opinion...

Small Story

2010-03-20T04:24:00.004+08:00

Two days ago,Agnes, Ivy and I went to the car workshop..Their car got some problems..Then the boss of the workshop asked us to go another workshop to check..He said that there got some high-tech which can check wat is the problem actually..He asked us to go Krokop there to find Yung's workshop..which near the market..Then, we straight forward to Krokop to find it..We spent.. erm.. I think got

Please STOP it!!

2010-03-18T01:05:00.003+08:00

不知道为什么，虽然过很久了..应该是不甘愿...没想到他们真的相爱了..老实说,我在抱着他们迟早分手的心态..很坏吧..这就是吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸的含义吧..一直在想我的条件不好吗？她有比我好吗？haiz..好笑的是，自己在不爽..一直很想要把这些感想显露出来..算了吧..不是你的就不是你的..现在是怎样？我并不是缺爱的..拜托，不要再随便陷下去了..p/s:不要太在意这个post.. tq..